angelah

Broken Heart

2005-02-14T03:48:00.000-08:00

You were beside me when i was sadI told you all my secrets with no lefttelling you to keep it quietbut to my surprise
you let out all my secrets to yourfriends,
it brokes my heart for me to see that.
I wanna give you a slapbut it will hurts me more.
i decide to end our friendship inharmony.
It will give me peace &
i will never see you again all in my life

Friends with Love

2005-02-14T03:43:00.000-08:00

Why did this happen, I should of knew,
I'm never going to be with you,
no matter how hard I try,
I will always cry,
without you there is no meaning to my life,
so maybe I should grab my knife,
so what can I do...
I know i will never end up with you,
should I go on with life...
or should I just cut myself with a knife...
I dont think I will ever do whats right....
your my friend & thats good,
if i could change that i would,
but at least we're friends,
and nothing less,
thats something I should bless.

The Game of Life

2005-02-14T03:35:00.000-08:00

The Game Of Life

Life is a series of day to day events,

Opening and closing doors,

and obstacles to overcome,

Life is like a game that you play with yourself,

Whether deciding to live one more day,

Or deciding to just quit it all and sleep forever

Life is Sad

2005-02-14T03:25:00.000-08:00

Life is sad,

It's full of loneliness like this park.

No one was waiting for me,

No one would come for me.

I thought you would,

But that's the order from God.

The grass is crying out sadness,

The trees are crying out loneliness,

Everything is just so sad in this lonely park.
Whenever my heart was torn,

You make me smile.

And now you're gone,

Which makes me cry.

I wrote you pages,

But there were no replies.

Where are you?I am looking for you.

But this is the result...
I went to the airport with you.

I remembered you told me to wait for you.

Oh well! You're gone.

You're disappeared...

How can I carry on?

You said our love will be ever lasting.

What a liar!
You just walked away without saying a "bye"

That was the first time you ever told a lie.

The only one can keep my strength alive has gone.

And I'm now trying to find other ways to go on.

But I'm still;;waiting,

I'm still longing.

THE REALITY OF LOVE

2005-02-14T02:56:00.000-08:00

Love has been and ever shall be our scourge and balm,, our wound and value, source of our finest, the most bestial actions, the emotion that passes all understanding. It is a heavenly body out or orbit, beond manmade laws, ethics or control, a magical splendor that descends upon us like to he gift of ounge and possesses us whether we will or not. Love transforms us into something strange and rare, it ignites our lives and dying, takes all meaning away.
We die of love and die without it, our hearts beat for i and break for it.Love is the only hing hat matters at all, after all. That is why, if you find yourself in love with someone, who doesn't love you, be gentle with yourself. If you find yourself in love with you and you don't love him, always feel and keep in mind that love will come. If you fall in love with another and he falls in love with you, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. There is a reason and there is a meaning.
But love is somewhere else and all those other drives and needs and feelings are like gases that swirl about in space inwardly spiraling through the centuries to conrol at las in a small hard core, gases that are only hot air in themselves but essential for the eventual formation of a new world, a world of real love.
A new generation with a new sandards of living will not come about as a result of some mystical mutation or spiritual growth.The facts are more for fear of displeasing, for fear of loss, because when the crunch comes we can cope alone.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart, the love has its own time, its own seasons, for coming and going.Love always has been and will be a mystery.
Love cannot thrive an inequality or extreme poverty.It demands that an individual feels a certain control over his life because, in too great a storm, we tend to seek any refuge. It is moral and controllable because it stems from the head not the heart.
And true love is still an embryo that is fragile compared to others ties because it derives no strength from more ancient needs. Is roots are not in he pas but in the future. It is beginning, a new survival mechanisms slowly evolving to suiot new circumsances....

QOUTES

2005-02-07T02:23:00.000-08:00

"Winners make things happen
Losers let things happen"

"People often reject principles-they prefer to keep their prejudices."

"Friends are like a beautiful garden.They
require regular care."

"Visions of the future are better than dreams of the past"

Carrying a grudgeis like a run in stocking-- it
can only gets worse. Forgiveness is the answer.

IF U'R HEART NOT IN ITS

2005-02-07T01:58:00.000-08:00

I'm missin u

Boy eventhough u right here by my side

Co'z lately it seems the distance between us is growing so wide

Refrain:

I'm so afraid that u say it is over

but baby it make it easy for u

Chorus:

But if u'r heart not in its for real

Please don't try to fake what u don't feel

If love's already gone

its not fair to led me on

Co'z i would give the whole world for u

Anything u ask of me I do

but i wo'nt ask u to stay

I'd rather walk away

if ur heart not in its

ohh..ohh

You say that u love me

But baby sometime u just sayi'n those words(sayin the words)

You've got something to tell me dont keep that inside

Let it be heard...

(REPEAT REFRAIN & CHORUS)